hello(:
theres trng tmr.
but im effing having my lalas
like my lalas ____ ystd
its always during chi lesson like effing i dont know why.
so embarrassing can??!!
good thing no one saw.
i just ___ t th _____
nvm. i dont want trng.
rahh. that post previously was to %

ahah.
im on th phone with baby now!!!(:(:
eheheheh:D
have been talking for like 3 hours
or even longer.
hahah talkd so much shit

ugh. % is making me feel al kjbvubvlsknvi
i hate this feeling.

HOHOH.
& TRYING T SEND ME ON A GUILT TRIP??!!
DAMN YOU LUH. FUCK.
% YOURE MAKING ME HATE YOU
IF YOURE GOING ON LIKE THIS.

whao. chill ryl chill.
calm down & dont get pissd.
try t NOT talk in caps.
maybe itll make you feel better.

anws. firstly,
%, fyi, guilt trips do NOT work on me.
it makes me irritated
NOT guilty
maybe for a moment or 2 but after that it makes me
al ubykubvykusbvkuyb
that kinda feeling.
like 'argh. whatever. i dont care'
kinda stuff.

at first it was ok.
hes acting like a sore loser.
like FUCK MAN.
you have utterly NO CONTROL.
of either my love life OR who i like.

so continue like this & ill start being mean t you.
FUCK.
just give up.
i dont wna influence friendship.
which meanssss
NOT being direct t you

by which i would probably just say

could you just fuck off. im attachd & theres nth you can do about it. i love him very very much. stop comparing yourself & him. cos no matter what OF COURSE i would think hes better. even if he was like downright ugly, in my eyes he would stil be th best. you dont understand do you. doing & saying al this wont make me like you & al. it irritates me.

anws. im not on probation anymore:D
whoopie(:
shirleylee doesnt come check on me anymore.
i mean like she doesnt come between th classes
just t check on me.
but ive been guai!!(:(:

ahah anw tday went t th gym again
during lunch with qh.
then it was so crowded & happy(:
im always happy when it comes t gym(:(:
its like th source of my happiness
[uhm besides my darling besties & baby(:]
its something that never fails t make me smile
so pple stop asking me t quit gym kays.

gtg bye(: